For the first time in many, many years, I feel that I can enjoy life.
Jun 25th, 2009 by healingadmin
Hi Mada,
Just to let you know that It has been four weeks since our appointment and I’m feeling completely different. It’s amazing, really. For the first time in many, many years, I feel that I can enjoy life. At least a little :). I was so stuck. I’ve already done some of the homework you suggested and talked with my parents. Above all I feel now that the life is mine to enjoy. I sent an e-mail to that man we’ve talked about and even though he’s not available to love me, I felt a huge weight released from my body. I’m still in love with him (at least the way I am now capable of) and I understand it now because most of the fear has gone and I still smile just by thinking of him. The acne problem still exists but it’s getting better. My relationships improved dramatically and I feel this new sense of daring within me.
Mada, thank you from the bottom of my heart. I now understand your first impression: How could I have lived with all this fear for so long? Well, that doesn’t matter. A new way of living begins now and I’m deeply committed to transcend the pain and the suffering that are still in me. I will now begin to look for a job. Thank you for everything.
With love,
I. S.G. (from Portugal)